Capricorn,
It's been a long time since we have spoken. Too long. I have been running through my head, what was the last thing we said to each other. I can't seem to remember. I do know it wasn't the right thing. So here is what I wish I would have said.
Do you remember how you didn't like me in the 6th grade because I dated someone you had the hots for? Well girl, you can have him....lol. He didn't turn out too good. I'm glad you got over him (I'm glad I got over him too), because we ended up with a friendship to last many years.
In 8th grade home room- you always got us in trouble for talking. Of course it was never me talking ;) At least that's my side of the story. Let’s not forget about the clowns when we went to the circus. I wonder if there are clowns in heaven; I hope not. We spent many weekends at your dad’s house, drinking mountain dew and eating pizza. We used prank call people, and just laugh and laugh.
Then it got really interesting when we went to high school. Or was it when we meet Jenna (the red rebel shit club) that we became so mischievous? Either way we have some amazing memories...there are things I don't remember, but there are many pictures to help out. Like the time at Jenna's when you wore the sombrero and had 6 coronas in your hand. Or when we had to rush home, because we found out our moms were looking for us. All of the sleepovers at Kristin’s and Scooter’s, after working at
We went to the fireworks. You love the fireworks and the music. Everyone will always think of you when they hear Stairway to Heaven.
And what about all of our vacations?
The year and a half we lived together we lived like rock stars. Hardly working or going to school. We had Christmas parties and Birthday parties and dinners. We danced on furniture and ate a lot of Penn Station. Sometimes we walked home from Rhino's, climbing fences and running across 32. Puking a peeing in public areas, but somehow we made it without ever getting arrested.
I think I'm starting to ramble now. But what I want you to know is I LOVE YOU. You have made me a better person and I'm so thankful for every moment you were in my life. For you I'm going to love deeper. I know you are in heaven and we will meet again.
Love Always
Amanda
aka Jade Skylark