Sheena Marie Miles

Hey i just wanted to tell you we have shared some pretty wonderful memories along the years girl. I have been writing them down because we have so many i never want to loose them or forget them ever. Doing this made me realize how many that were stored away that i was amazed that i remembered, lol. I guess i should have known we were going to be with each other forever since i remember your head incident and i still laugh that you started to shave and pluck your hair out around your scar! 3rd grade is when we became inseperable passing notes to each other in the hallways. Junior high came and got really crazy...from your red headed boy who wanted to date you putting a flower in your locker, the dances, going to your dad's house on weekends, going with your dad and Carla to kings island, the skating ring days we were so freaking cool, singing and skating to all i wanna do is a zoom zoom and a boom boom, mr. hotstepper, tootsieroll, crawling through your house on greenbush because we were afraid someone was going to get us, trying cooked tomatoes for the 1st time, swimming, cutting out pics in magazines to cover your walls bet your mom loved that lol, going to when you had one of your pacemaker surgeries when you were young i got you a winnie the pooh balloon, candy, and flowers but you didnt end up having it on that day, mrs. classens class we got in trouble for talking across the room so much, library the tampon story ;), shop class were lucky to still have all our fingers...really, chipping your tooth on a glass mountain dew bottle i felt horrible it but a huge knot on my head, but we did end up laughing about it later on; tons more but i know you know all of them!!! Then we got to high school you were my date i think to pretty much every dance except a few. our socials, you and i driving around, yucatan, hole in my shirt shhhh, getting lost and driving and driving, late night phone calls, you screaming Jessica Ellen i have yet understood why you thought my middle name was that oooo it used to make me so mad, but now it seems to fit and miss you screaming it. The famous drive to Cleveland, the tons of secrets we shared together, realizing true friends, our birthday parties you always planned mine no matter if we were just chilling we always got together for the 18 we shared together, always wearing your sunglasses at night and you and i singing our sunglasses song, lol. Watching soul train at your dad's, police report you had me fill out for you that crazy bitch, the phone call you telling about work, you always putting me in scary situations and me the responsible one, being with the boys, you trying to get me to drink miller lite blah but i will have a beer for you girl, making fun of people for the way they dance, our bar nights, staying up all night talking, the snow ball fight where you were throwing ice chunks instead of snow. There is so many and i know each day i will remember a new wonderful memory that we have shared. There are times it just doesn't seem like i can live without you but then i remember your smile, laughs, love, and how you lived your life and it doesn't make me sad it makes me laugh and feel blessed that i have been a part of your life for so long. I always told you i don't know what i would ever do without you and i don't and it will never seem real everyday because i know you are with me. My partner in crime and wanting you still by my side for all the things that i thought we could share together. We still have our talks, you still listen, yes times it feels so real when i cant pick up the phone and call you or i dont have a missed call around 10 in the morning from you when you would get home from work. When i need someone to talk too and im not able to call it breaks my heart. Honestly you are the only person i have ever told everything too, could talk to about anything, you would always cheer me up and remind me that everything will always get better...its hard not having that. At times i just feel so alone because i dont have you Sheena Beena here with me. You will always be forever my person though that i will always go too no matter what!! I love you girl more than i could ever explain to you, i have the biggest heart ache but i know your always watching over us. Dreams, Talk, Love, Questions, Answers, Fright, Thoughts, Chills, Night...i know you know what im talking about and i dont have to explain to you. I LOVE YOU. You are the perfect beautiful person i will ever know and truly believe i will never meet someone just like you.  

Sheena,

  It absolutely completely breaks my heart to think of my wedding without you.  There is truly not a moment that goes by that I don't think of you.  Sometimes, as hard as I try, I still cannot wrap my mind around the fact that you're gone.  And sometimes, its so overwhelming I can barely breathe.  I'm still watching 90210, I wish you were to here to clue me in on everything.  There are so many times when I just need you to talk to and I almost panic when I realize you won't answer your phone.  You're my person- the one I go to for everything.   

  I will never forget our first day together in Morehead.  I was so relieved to have you as my roommate (even though you almost broke my legs the first night).  I would love to have that day again.  Me, with my Uhaul full of furniture for the dorm, and you with your one tub of clothes.  I miss the nights that we laid with our beds pushed together, talking all night.  I miss you saying "I love you Boo."  I just hope you know how much I love you.  I miss you more than I could ever put into words.

Ash

It has been snowing so much.  It reminds me of the time we were trapped in our apartment for days.  We finally got cabin fever and dug my car out with our boots.  Haha.  The neighbor thought we were crazy.....but  we got out and he just kept getting stuck.  I miss you.

Sheena, where do I begin. You are the most inspirational person I think I could have ever met. I still cant picture my life or career without you. You changed my outlook on life and made me a better and stronger person and I love you for that. Ill never forget our memories together (You driving my car without power steering down 275 after a crazy night while I was puking out the window going 70mph. You telling everyone about my crazy sheeba weeba, us calling off work to hang out and  swam untill 5 in the morning, putting in our 2 week notice together at batavia then went garbage picking and ended up at double E's at 8am walking around the bar barefoot, sitting on the shoe shining chairs at the Jefferson hall with flip flops saying shine my shoes bi*** to everyone that walked by, All the beer fights we had at Tropicana and soaked everone around us, Also all the memories at work you always were there to help when I was behind so we could leave on time together. We never left eachothers side at work either you waited or I waited but we always either rode together or followed eachother if we worked different hours.... man I could keep going  but I will always love you and your pretty face. I love you and miss you so much! I just have to keep telling myself I will meet with you in heaven one day and give you the biggest hug ever and together we will be again. I love you sheena!

hey meech!  i luv u with all of my heart and soul. i cant even think of 1 great memory ive had with u. Each and every 1 was amazing and i will hold them close to my heart 4 ever. it still feels unreal, like u are still here. u r.  n my heart, my mind, my everything. i am blessed that i got to spend that last moment with u in october. i luv u soooo much and am thinking of u. all of my love.

                                                                               corrina