Sheena,
It absolutely completely breaks my heart to think of my wedding without you. There is truly not a moment that goes by that I don't think of you. Sometimes, as hard as I try, I still cannot wrap my mind around the fact that you're gone. And sometimes, its so overwhelming I can barely breathe. I'm still watching 90210, I wish you were to here to clue me in on everything. There are so many times when I just need you to talk to and I almost panic when I realize you won't answer your phone. You're my person- the one I go to for everything.
I will never forget our first day together in Morehead. I was so relieved to have you as my roommate (even though you almost broke my legs the first night). I would love to have that day again. Me, with my Uhaul full of furniture for the dorm, and you with your one tub of clothes. I miss the nights that we laid with our beds pushed together, talking all night. I miss you saying "I love you Boo." I just hope you know how much I love you. I miss you more than I could ever put into words.
Ash